Friday, 29 January 2021
Racetrack Wiseguy
Wednesday, 27 January 2021
The Day I Met Thom Gunn
Like, the whining school-boy, with his satchel
but not so much the shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly
to school,
is how this week
I've returned to some desultory work on the Gunn book. I don't mind doing it
once I get started but it isn't going to see print and so isn't worth it. It is
my Key to All Mythologies, nominally
giving me something to say I'm going whether I do it or not.
He has been my subject since the 1970's, being what I read towards the old 'S'
level English, then
would have been the subject of my second year dissertation at university except
Lancaster's English
Dept in 1979 didn't consider him a big enough subject for one unit of a degree
and so I broadened it out to British
Poetry since 1945. A few magazine articles and then the abortive first
effort at the book in 1999 have delivered me to retirement age with unfinished
business and no excuse to not do it. I
reached 30 thousand words before Christmas and awarded myself a rest. I have
now reached 1982 and The Passages of Joy
and thus an opportunity to insert the story of when I 'met' him. This is the
long version.
-
A friend at Cambridge invited me there for a few days in November 1979 to take
in a rare British
appearance that, it turns out, was in the Graduate Centre on the 14th and not,
as I had thought, in
Trinity College. I have issue 2 of The
Black & White Supplement, 30p fortnightly, to remind of all that
I've since forgotten.
I went down by train, changing at Leeds, on a bright day, reflecting that Prof.
David Carroll had told us in a seminar, that he had realized that George Eliot
would be his life's work when he first read her and he went on to edit the
variorum edition of Middlemarch. I'm
not drawing any parallels between that and my meddling in Gunn Studies. Later
in the journey I remember Ely Cathedal dominating the fen lowlands, then the
view across the lawn in Downing College. We had dinner 'in halls' one evening,
if only to enjoy the rarified atmosphere with a few antique dons presiding at
top table in front of a portrait of F.R. Leavis.
What I remember of the reading is the poem Bally
Power Play about playing a pinball machine. So I
am grateful to the anonymous, dissatisfied reviewer in B&W Supplement for confirming that the poet's
waistcoat was leather and not suede as I thought it might have been and that
his trousers were
corduroy. But he saw it as a celebrity appearance that students attended
because they thought they
should and that it lacked immediacy. Well, not me, mate. I'd come from nearly
the Lake District to see
him. He also says that afterwards they all drifted away, more interested in
being first at the bar than the poems they had just heard. Again, not me.
Intrepidly, and admittedly I was the only one, I approached Thom Gunn and asked
him to sign my copy of Touch which he
very kindly did and dated it '1979'. Perhaps he was glad that at least one
person cared as much as that because he offered the opening conversational
gambit that it was his favourite of all the cover designs of his books. But
could I ingratiate myself by making an obvious reply that they were some of my
favourite poems, too.
No, I couldn't. I blew it, starstruck and not being able to think of the most
obvious thing to say, I
shuffled away awkwardly and still regret it 42 years later. Any number of poets
I've collared to sign
books at readings elsewhere in the intervening years know that I didn't remain
shy for very long.
Bysshe, Bash, Bosh
Sunday, 24 January 2021
Last Chapter of a Novel
Last Chapter of a Novel
--